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Ode to my love

"जीवन में एक सितारा था माना वह बेहद प्यारा था वह डूब गया तो डूब गया अम्बर के आनन को देखो कितने इसके तारे टूटे कितने इसके प्यारे छूटे जो छूट गए फिर कहाँ मिले पर बोलो टूटे तारों पर कब अम्बर शोक मनाता है जो बीत गई सो बात गई" On completion of three months of my existence without you ,I am reminded of this inspirational poem by Harivansh Rai Bachchan. I must have recited it umpteen times in my school days and till date memorize it by heart ,it fetched me awards too.Let Bygones be bygones,is what the poet wants to convey: whatever has happened has happened,pull yourself together, gather yourself ,tame your emotions and maintain your composure ,don't fall apart,get a hold on life and move on without feeling  doleful or remorseful  of the loss and let go............    But I am not yet ready to buy this,I can not come to terms with your absence from my life ,the loss is astronomical. The lonliness and nostalgic memories are gnawing at me like a rodent. I may move on,but alon...